雨果 悲惨世界 英文版2-第12章
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These beings also lived with shorn heads; with downcast eyes; with lowered voices; not in disgrace; but amid the scoffs of the world; not with their backs bruised with the cudgel; but with their shoulders lacerated with their discipline。
Their names; also; had vanished from among men; they no longer existed except under austere appellations。 They never ate meat and they never drank wine; they often remained until evening without food; they were attired; not in a red blouse; but in a black shroud; of woollen; which was heavy in summer and thin in winter; without the power to add or subtract anything from it; without having even; according to the season; the resource of the linen garment or the woollen cloak; and for six months in the year they wore serge chemises which gave them fever。
They dwelt; not in rooms warmed only during rigorous cold; but in cells where no fire was ever lighted; they slept; not on mattresses two inches thick; but on straw。
And finally; they were not even allowed their sleep; every night; after a day of toil; they were obliged; in the weariness of their first slumber; at the moment when they were falling sound asleep and beginning to get warm; to rouse themselves; to rise and to go and pray in an ice…cold and gloomy chapel; with their knees on the stones。
On certain days each of these beings in turn had to remain for twelve successive hours in a kneeling posture; or prostrate; with face upon the pavement; and arms outstretched in the form of a cross。
The others were men; these were women。
What had those men done?
They had stolen; violated; pillaged; murdered; assassinated。
They were bandits; counterfeiters; poisoners; incendiaries; murderers; parricides。
What had these women done?
They had done nothing whatever。
On the one hand; highway robbery; fraud; deceit; violence; sensuality; homicide; all sorts of sacrilege; every variety of crime; on the other; one thing only; innocence。
Perfect innocence; almost caught up into heaven in a mysterious assumption; attached to the earth by virtue; already possessing something of heaven through holiness。
On the one hand; confidences over crimes; which are exchanged in whispers; on the other; the confession of faults made aloud。 And what crimes!
And what faults!
On the one hand; miasms; on the other; an ineffable perfume。 On the one hand; a moral pest; guarded from sight; penned up under the range of cannon; and literally devouring its plague…stricken victims; on the other; the chaste flame of all souls on the same hearth。 There; darkness; here; the shadow; but a shadow filled with gleams of light; and of gleams full of radiance。
Two strongholds of slavery; but in the first; deliverance possible; a legal limit always in sight; and then; escape。
In the second; perpetuity; the sole hope; at the distant extremity of the future; that faint light of liberty which men call death。
In the first; men are bound only with chains; in the other; chained by faith。
What flowed from the first?
An immense curse; the gnashing of teeth; hatred; desperate viciousness; a cry of rage against human society; a sarcasm against heaven。
What results flowed from the second?
Blessings and love。
And in these two places; so similar yet so unlike; these two species of beings who were so very unlike; were undergoing the same work; expiation。
Jean Valjean understood thoroughly the expiation of the former; that personal expiation; the expiation for one's self。
But he did not understand that of these last; that of creatures without reproach and without stain; and he trembled as he asked himself: The expiation of what?
What expiation?
A voice within his conscience replied:
〃The most divine of human generosities; the expiation for others。〃
Here all personal theory is withheld; we are only the narrator; we place ourselves at Jean Valjean's point of view; and we translate his impressions。
Before his eyes he had the sublime summit of abnegation; the highest possible pitch of virtue; the innocence which pardons men their faults; and which expiates in their stead; servitude submitted to; torture accepted; punishment claimed by souls which have not sinned; for the sake of sparing it to souls which have fallen; the love of humanity swallowed up in the love of God; but even there preserving its distinct and mediatorial character; sweet and feeble beings possessing the misery of those who are punished and the smile of those who are repensed。
And he remembered that he had dared to murmur!
Often; in the middle of the night; he rose to listen to the grateful song of those innocent creatures weighed down with severities; and the blood ran cold in his veins at the thought that those who were justly chastised raised their voices heavenward only in blasphemy; and that he; wretch that he was; had shaken his fist at God。
There was one striking thing which caused him to meditate deeply; like a warning whisper from Providence itself:
the scaling of that wall; the passing of those barriers; the adventure accepted even at the risk of death; the painful and difficult ascent; all those efforts even; which he had made to escape from that other place of expiation; he had made in order to gain entrance into this one。
Was this a symbol of his destiny?
This house was a prison likewise and bore a melancholy resemblance to that other one whence he had fled; and yet he had never conceived an idea of anything similar。
Again he beheld gratings; bolts; iron barsto guard whom?
Angels。
These lofty walls which he had seen around tigers; he now beheld once more around lambs。
This was a place of expiation; and not of punishment; and yet; it was still more austere; more gloomy; and more pitiless than the other。
These virgins were even more heavily burdened than the convicts。 A cold; harsh wind; that wind which had chilled his youth; traversed the barred and padlocked grating of the vultures; a still harsher and more biting breeze blew in the cage of these doves。
Why?
When he thought on these things; all that was within him was lost in amazement before this mystery of sublimity。
In these meditations; his pride vanished。
He scrutinized his own heart in all manner of ways; he felt his pettiness; and many a time he wept。
All that had entered into his life for the last six months had led him back towards the Bishop's holy injunctions; Cosette through love; the convent through humility。
Sometimes at eventide; in the twilight; at an hour when the garden was deserted; he could be seen on his knees in the middle of the walk which skirted the chapel; in front of the window through which he had gazed on the night of his arrival; and turned towards the spot where; as he knew; the sister was making reparation; prostrated in prayer。 Thus he prayed as he knelt before the sister。
It seemed as though he dared not kneel directly before God。
Everything that surrounded him; that peaceful garden; those fragrant flowers; those children who uttered joyous cries; those grave and simple women; that silent cloister; slowly permeated him; and little by little; his soul became pounded of silence like the cloister; of perfume like the flowers; of simplicity like the women; of joy like the children。
And then he reflected that these had been two houses of God which had received him in succession at two critical moments in his life:
the first; when all doors were closed and when human society rejected him; the second; at a moment when human society had again set out in pursuit of him; and when the galleys were again yawning; and that; had it not been for the first; he should have relapsed into crime; and had it not been for the second; into torment。
His whole heart melted in gratitude; and he loved more and more。
Many years passed in this manner; Cosette was growing up。
'The end of Volume II。 〃Cosette〃'
BOOK FIRST。PARIS STUDIED IN ITS ATOM
CHAPTER I
PARVULUS
Paris has a child; and the forest has a bird; the bird is called the sparrow; the child is called the gamin。
Couple these two ideas which contain; the one all the furnace; the other all the dawn; strike these two sparks together; Paris; childhood; there leaps out from them a little being。
Homuncio; Plautus would say。
This little being is joyous。
He has not food every day; and he goes to the play every evening; if he sees good。
He has no shirt on his body; no shoes on his feet; no roof over his head; he is like the flies of heaven; who have none of these things。 He is from seven to thirteen years of age; he lives in bands; roams the streets; lodges in the open air; wears an old pair of trousers of his father's; which descend below his heels; an old hat of some other father; which descends below his ears; a single suspender of yellow listing; he runs; lies in wait; rummages about; wastes time; blackens pipes; swears like a convict; haunts the wine…shop; knows thieves; calls gay women thou; talks slang; sings obscene songs; and has no evil in his heart。 This is because he has in his heart a pearl; innocence; and pearls are no