wind sand and stars st.antoine de saint-exupery-第5章
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g gusts sweep through the narrow walls of their rocky corridors and force the pilot to a sort of hand…to…hand bat。 Mermoz enrolled in this war in plete ignorance of his adversary； with no notion at all of the chances of ing forth alive from battle with this enemy。 His job was to 〃try out〃 for the rest of us。 And； 〃trying out〃 one day； he found himself prisoner of the Andes。
Mermoz and his mechanic had been forced down at an altitude of twelve thousand feet on a table…land at whose edges the mountain dropped sheer on all sides。 For two mortal days they hunted a way off this plateau。 But they were trapped。 Everywhere the same sheer drop。 And so they played their last card。
Themselves still in it； they sent the plane rolling and bouncing down an incline over the rocky ground until it reached the precipice； went off into air； and dropped。 In falling； the plane picked up enough speed to respond to the controls。 Mermoz was able to tilt its nose in the direction of a peak； sweep over the peak； and； while the water spurted through all the pipes burst by the night frost； the ship already disabled after only seven minutes of flight； he saw beneath him like a promised land the Chilean plain。
And the next day he was at it again。
When the Andes had been thoroughly explored and the technique of the crossings perfected； Mermoz turned over this section of the line to his friend Guillaumet and set out to explore the night。 The lighting of our airports had not yet been worked out。 Hovering in the pitch black night； Mermoz would land by the faint glimmer of three gasoline flares lined up at one end of the field。 This trick； too； he taught us； and then； having tamed the night； he tried the ocean。 He was the first； in 1931； to carry the mails in four days from Toulouse to Buenos Aires。 On his way home he had engine trouble over a stormy sea in mid…Atlantic。 A passing steamer picked him up with his mails and his crew。
Pioneering thus； Mermoz had cleared the desert； the mountains； the night； and the sea。 He had been forced down more than once in desert； in mountain； in night； and in sea。 And each time that he got safely home； it was but to start out again。 Finally； after a dozen years of service； having taken off from Dakar bound for Natal； he radioed briefly that he was cutting off his rear right…hand engine。 Then silence。
There was nothing particularly disturbing in this news。 Nevertheless； when ten minutes had gone by without report there began for every radio station on the South Atlantic line； from Paris to Buenos Aires； a period of anxious vigil。 It would be ridiculous to worry over someone ten minutes late in our day…to…day existence； but in the air…mail service ten minutes can be pregnant with meaning。 At the heart of this dead slice of time an unknown event is locked up。 Insignificant； it may be； a mishap； possibly： whatever it is； the event has taken place。 Fate has pronounced a decision from which there is no appeal。 An iron hand has guided a crew to a sea…landing that may have been safe and may have been disastrous。 And long hours must go by before the decision of the gods is made known to those who wait。
We waited。 We hoped。 Like all men at some time in their lives we lived through that inordinate expectancy which like a fatal malady grows from minute to minute harder to bear。 Even before the hour sounded； in our hearts many among us were already sitting up with the dead。 All of us had the same vision before our eyes。 It was a vision of a cockpit still inhabited by living men； but the pilot's hands were telling him very little now； and the world in which he groped and fumbled was a world he did not recognize。 Behind him； in the glimmer of the cabin light； a shapeless uneasiness floated。 The crew 。moved to and fro； discussed their plight； feigned sleep。 A restless slumber it was； like the stirring of drowned men。 The only element of sanity； of intelligibility； was the whirring of the three engines with its reassuring evidence that time still existed for them。
We were haunted for hours by this vision of a plane in distress。 But the hands of the clock were going round and little by little it began to grow late。 Slowly the truth was borne in upon us that our rades would never return； that they were sleeping in that South Atlantic whose skies they had so often ploughed。 Mermoz had done his job and slipped away to rest； like a gleaner who； having carefully bound his sheaf； lies down in the field to sleep。
When a pilot dies in the harness his death seems something that inheres in the craft itself； and in the beginning the hurt it brings is perhaps less than the pain sprung of a different death。 Assuredly he has vanished； has undergone his ultimate mutation ； but his presence is still not missed as deeply as we might miss bread。 For in this craft we take it for granted that we shall meet together only rarely。
Airline pilots are widely dispersed over the face of the world。 They land alone at scattered and remote airports； isolated from each other rather in the manner of sentinels between whom no words can be spoken。 It needs the accident of journeyings to bring together here or there the dispersed members of this great professional family。
Round the table in the evening； at Casablanca； at Dakar； at Buenos Aires； we take up conversations interrupted by years of silence； we resume friendships to the acpaniment of buried memories。 And then we are off again。
Thus is the earth at once a desert and a paradise； rich in secret hidden gardens； gardens inaccessible； but to which the craft leads us ever back； one day or another。 Life may scatter us and keep us apart； it may prevent us from thinking very often of one another； but we know that our rades are somewhere 〃out there〃 … where； one can hardly say…silent； forgotten； but deeply faithful。 And when our path crosses theirs； they greet us with such manifest joy； shake us so gaily by the shoulders！ Indeed we are accustomed to waiting。
Bit by bit； nevertheless； it es over us that we shall never again hear the laughter of our friend； that this one garden is forever locked against us。 And at that moment begins our true mourning； which； though it may not be rending； is yet a little bitter。 For nothing； in truth； can replace that panion。 Old friends cannot be created out of hand。 Nothing can match the treasure of mon memories； of trials endured together； of quarrels and reconciliations and generous emotions。 It is idle； having planted an acorn in the morning； to expect that afternoon to sit in the shade of the oak。
So life goes on。 For years we plant the seed； we feel ourselves rich； and then e other years when time does its work and our plantation is made sparse and thin。 One by one； our rades slip away； deprive us of their shade。
This； then； is the moral taught us by Mermoz and his kind。 We understand better； because of him； that what constitutes the dignity of a craft is that it creates a fellowship； that it binds men together and fashions for them a mon language。 For there is but one veritable problem … the problem of human relations。
We forget that there is no hope of joy except in human relations。 If I summon up those memories that have left with me an enduring savor； if I draw up the balance sheet of the hours in my life that have truly counted； surely I find only those that no wealth could have procured me。 True riches cannot be bought。 One cannot buy the friendship of a Mermoz； of a panion to whom one is bound forever by ordeals suffered in mon。 There is no buying the night flight with its hundred thousand stars； its serenity； its few hours of sovereignty。 It is not money that can procure for us that new vision of the world won through hardship…those trees； flowers； women； those treasures made fresh by the dew and color of life which the dawn restores to us； this concert of little things that sustain us and constitute our pensation。
Nor that night we lived through in the land of the unconquered tribes of the Sahara； which now floats into my memory。
Three crews of Aeropostale men had e down at the fall of day on the Rio de Oro coast in a part of the Sahara whose denizens acknowledge no European rule。 Riguelle had landed first； with a broken connecting rod。 Bourgat had e along to pick up Riguelle's crew； but a minor accident had nailed him to earth。 Finally； as night was beginning to fall； I arrived。 We decided to salvage Bourgat's ship； but we should have to spend the night and do the job of repair by day…light。
Exactly on this spot two of our rades； Gourp and Erable； had been murdered by the tribesmen a year earlier。 We knew that a raiding party of three hundred rifles was at this very moment encamped somewhere near by； round Cape Bojador。 Our three landings had been visible from a great distance and the Moors must have seen us。 We began a vigil which might turn out to be our last。
Altogether； there were about ten of us； pilots and mechanics； when we made ready for the night。 We unloaded five or six Wooden cases of merchandise out of the hold； emptied them； and set them about in a circle。 At the deep end of each case； as in a sentry…box； we set a lighted candle； its flame poorly sheltered from t
